
Your eyes are not a sin. don't ever be ashamed of them. they're a vital part of you.
Song: Halua (NieR Replicant 2021)
rules
. I. . Emil Halston is a muse based on Emil from NieR Replicant. For me, this does mean the actions/lore of NieR Replicant have occurred to him on top of the lore of FFXIV. Regarding that, please respect what I have on here as FFXIV canon for those unaware of his character in NieR Replicant.. II. . Younger looking ≠ child. Emil is an adult in this verse and is allowed to exist in adult spaces. If this already makes you uncomfortable you don't have to read further and you're not forced to Rp with him.. III. . Do not push boundaries without consent first. I don't enjoy ERP/very dark situations with people I am not close to and will not allow that to happen. I Rp Emil the way I do in order to stay true to his actual source and because I don't enjoy that content. You can flirt, but nothing past. Please send me a /tell if you're curious about certain topics!
. IV. . I refuse to Rp with anyone who sees Intersex/Transgender people as a sex object/fetish. I have my own private reasons why I headcanon Emil to be Intersex based on NieR Replicant and I won't tolerate anyone using it as a sexual turn-on or harassment. The same goes for him being collared. If you see it as such, then please don't Rp with me.. V. . Please understand that I, the writer/player, have connection issues at times and can be hard to respond when chat is flying by. If it gets to be a while, please send me a /tell with the response and I'll respond as quickly as I can.. VI. . I'm perfectly alright with joining groups/adding friends on FFXIV or Discord if we hit it off! However, please ask first as a courtesy. I don't play on Emil often so if you'd like to keep it going solo/with a group Discord is your best bet.
. ABOUT THE PLAYER. . an active roleplayer in various communities for the last 10+ years, they find joy in various types of roleplay, even more so in the use of muses as seen here. a writer for a xiv press group and an active artist/gposer they find more than enough joy in the creativity of it all and can work well on the fly if need be. The player is 23+ years old and prefers to rp with others 18+ for comfort's sake, even if the nature is sfw. Willing to move RP onto Discord if enough time/sessions are done between the two (or if prefered.).Mare trading is accepted but know that I have the option to pause/unpair you if needed. Please ask if Emil's Lunar Tear flowers are available if reading this from the Carrd versus the Adventurer Plate.
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about
. full name. .  emil halston
 . also known as. .  emil, bunny (partner ONLY) no. 7, young merchant
 . date of birth. .  unknown at this time
 .age. .  18-19
. gender. .  intersex
 . pronouns. .  he/they
 . orientation. .  homoromantic/homosexual/polyamorous
 . occupation. .  travelling merchant/trader
 . species. .  human/bioweapon

. faceclaim. . Emil, NieR Replicant
. hair. .  light brown + short
 . eyes. .  purple
 . height. .  145 cm / 4'7
 . build. .  petite/thin frame, light muscles. dominant hand. .  ambidextrous, prefers right
 . scars. .  back/legs + childhood/undisclosed
 . tattoos. .  n/a
 . other remarkable features. .  full body freckles, more prominent breasts (~A cup) when disrobed/bathing
. birthplace. .  unnamed manor, southern plains (NieR) - central shroud, sorrel haven (FFXIV)
 . current home. .  ul'dah, thanalan. nationality. .  undisclosed (assumed to be Gridanian), midlander
 . ethnicity. .  white. language(s). .  eorzean english (proficient), ishgardian french (fluent), angelic (native, NieR language)
. parents. .  mother (deceased), father (deceased)
 . siblings. .  halaua (sister, deceased)
 . others. .  unnamed teacher (stand-in parental figure) Sebastian (childhood manor butler), bremont (trade mentor). significant other. .  cemi'to 'toey' malkot. fiance (collared) dezel and zavied, boyfriends/doms
 . children. .  n/a
 . pets. .  chocobo named halua after his late sister
. positive traits. .  easy-going  &  confident  &  sociable  &  carefree  &  understanding  &  street smart
 . negative traits. .  self-doubting  &  naive  &  worrisome  &  nostalgic  &  dissocitive  &  self-conscious
. likes. .  travel, herbal teas, companionship, animals, singing to himself, harmless gossip/bar talk
 . dislikes. .  long eye contact, being talked down to, alcohol, being alone, spicy/bitter foods
 . fears & phobias. .  spiders, the dark, misplacing his chocobo reins, extreme weather / athazagoraphobia (phobia of being forgotten/forgetting), autophobia (phobia of being alone/isolated), iatrophobia (phobia of doctors/medical)
. mbti. .  infj
 . moral alignment. .  lawful good
 . enneagram. .  9w1

biography
FFXIV Version
Born into nobility, now a traveler, Emil began his travels out of Girdania with the hopes of becoming a traveling merchant/trader. Getting his inspiration from Bremondt on their way into the town, Emil took up the idea of adventuring for the sole reason of learning more about this world's goods and what history as a whole it had. Picking up Lancer on his way through as a defense tactic, he slowly became disdained with the idea of fighting if it wasn't truly needed, seeing more solace in pacifism than anything else. Eventually leaving Girdania to go on his own, he picked up a small chocobo fledgling and began raising it as his companion and named it after his vaguely remembered late sister Halua.While on his travels, Emil found ways to make a small living enough to keep himself afloat in the means of peddling various wares to small townsfolk. From scraps of clothing and metal from reluctant Dungeon crawls, fruits from Girdania's own boughs, and various Allagan metals, he seemed to carry it all on him. Although it never got him more than a few gil in his pocket, it was enough to make him happy and continue his merchant ways.While on the road, he happened across a larger Highlander male from a merchant family himself. Introducing himself as Cemi'to, or Toey as shorthand, the two began to travel together on a month-to-month basis. With Toey at his side, Emil was able to upgrade to a smaller carriage hitch for Halua and able to trade and sell larger-scale items, weaponry being the biggest seller. Thankful for Toey's aid, the two began a small partnership when he came into Ul'dah which began a more intimate bond.
Of course, a merchant's life on the road kept the pair apart for months at a time, so their relationship grew further and further apart, and more feisty when the pair were together despite the much obvious height difference. Toey became Emil's Ul'dahn upper hand in goods and services while he was away on business, keeping a very steady flow of money into Emil's hands only a year into their partnership.Emil began reaching out to further countries, making his way into Ishgard and Dravania soon after the partnership began, working his own way into Ishgard's merchant halls with smarts and attire alone. Thankfully he avoided most of the collapse during the initial start of the Dragonsong War and provided a small relief effort before uprooting and moving further into the Dravanian hillscape once the War was concluded.Now traveling farther east in hopes of securing more trade routes under his belt, Emil pushed forward in the cold with trusty Halua and his own polearm tucked into the far back of the carriage singing his own tune to whoever hears him on the routes in hopes to gain more customers to return back to Ul'dah.♫ My stuff's so cheap that you will not believe how much you can save, so swing on by! And then purchase things 'til you're broke. Pri-ces so low! That you need a great sword To sla-ash them more! An-y low-errrr Would be ill-egal!♫
additional infomation
. (ONE) . Emil is a creature of habit and likes to hold onto his past close to his chest. Similar to how his history is in NieR Replicant, he didn't come from a wonderful childhood in nobility (Being made into a Bioweapon/Ultimate Weapon, sister's death, etc.). He'll shy away from most topics regarding it and actively try to move the conversation elsewhere.. (TWO) . Not shying away from conversations regarding intimacy, he rarely speaks about his own relationship with Toey. When brought up he's very eager to tell you everything he can when appropriate. Though, unlike most, he won't speak much on his own collaring as he sees it less as important than whatever his boyfriend had sent him that month from Toey's family farm.
. (THREE) . Emil is not afraid to dress how he likes, despite most folks's confusion. The formal looks is a simple business front as most times when he's in venues it's on the way from/to a trade. Though, he's self-conscious regarding the more...feminine and youthful features, worrying someone will mistake him for a woman.. (FOUR) . Due to the problems from his upbringing and extended time alone on the road, Emil developed a slight dissociative issue and can at times blank on what he's saying or doing. Of course, he'll try to play it off as no big deal or from poor sleep on the road.
rp hooks
. (HOOK ONE) . A petite man sits alone with a backpack overfull of various trinkets, fabric scraps, non-perishable/perishable goods adorned on it. Adorned in formal garb, he begins writing in a small mileage notebook. Perhaps dressed out of place, yet still somehow fitting into it, eager for conversation in his eyes.. (HOOK TWO) . Emil can be seen trotting around various backroads on his Chocobo, both adorned in traveler's gear. Often seen talking to the various trade merchants and Guildleves around Eorzea, it's not uncommon that you may have seen him striking up a conversation with them. Perhaps you're in the same area of expertise?
. (HOOK THREE) . A frequent flier of Ruby Road Exchange and Sapphire Avenue for supplies every few moons, it's surprising how one can live on the road as much as he can. Although content with it by looks, he seems to have a Highlander that keeps a guarded gaze on him as long as Emil's in Ul'dah or even Limsa Lominsa at some moments. A trade partner of some kind? boss perhaps?. (HOOK FOUR) . Some nights you can catch Emil nestled down in various locations in his campsites, quietly singing songs unheard of at first to his Chocobo companion. He tends to stick to one area for long periods of time, perhaps you've seen Emil perched out and humming along to his feathered friend.
mains
.  Odsar Tuva .  Sargatanas | Main OC.
 .  Oretta Daimhin .  Halicarnassus | Muse based on Operator 6O (NieR Automata).
 .  Fyra Estelle .  Halicarnassus | Muse based on Fyra from NieR Gestalt/Replicant.
 .  Popola Hyacinth .  Halicarnassus | Muse based on Popola (NieR Replicant).
